Another day another dollar

So its a typical Monday after a long 4 day weekend.  Getting back in the groove is soooo not easy!  But none the less has to be done. I enjoyed my days off. Sunday is always my favorite day. Church at the worlds greatest chuch Guts Church.  After a great word , it is off to lunch. We went to Genghis grill. The girls didn't care much for it and really I wasn't all that impressed.  We typically have a Sunday afternoon nap, and then I brave Wal-Mart for the weeks groceries. I am not much of a cook. My best meals are mostly mexican and I make some of the best Chilli around. We eat out alot, its not something I am proud of but we are on the go 24/7 and its just easier. I try to start every morning with prayer, I have a prayer partner that I call and we talk about things and then stand in agreement. Often times in life we all get so busy and caught up in our circumstances we forget the only thing that changes those is Gods word and prayer. Work was hectic as usual. Trying to get month end loans wrapped up is always a challenge. I remind myself daily that I am one person and can only do so much ! This evening I showed my wonderful husband of ten years a you tube video that pierced my heart. It was Sanctus Real lead me. It hits so close to home in our relationship I just broke down. I have been the strong spiritual leader and I feel like its his time to rise up and be the spiritual leader of our home .Not that hes not a good husband and father but when you are strong in your faith you need your husband to be as strong if not stronger and he is just not at that place. I think that you tube video is awesome and kinda showed him how I feel. I am thankful for that. It was leg night and the gym, I did dead lifts, lunges, leg presses, and ab work. I am trying to force myself to do more and more cardio.  Tonight I will be doing a clay mask with bentonite clay, yes this is another amazing discovery. This stuff will kill any bacteria and help clear up any break outs. You mix it with apple cider vinegar , another one of my favs. A little hair color for the grays, and some laundry folding and then I will be off to slumber land.