Happy V day

So its valentines day! I have had the same Valentine for over 14 years and I wouldn't change that for anything! I bought myself a chocolate bar in honor of the day ;0) . Its good luck to eat chocolate today!  Working on the bar and business plan some today. I have forgiven my boss , and I will not be bitter about his choices and lack to follow through. I know that breakthrough is right around the corner! God is faithful and things are happening in the supernatural right now!  I am so grateful for all I have and that all my needs are being met, and GOD made a way and turned every situation over to GOOD that I have been and will face. we are waiting on contracts to get the reality show off the floor, hoping that happens this week! Just continuing to pray , giving thanks and making my request know to GOD , he knows the desires of my heart!
God Bless and Dream bigger!

I hate the DEVIL

So its been a while since I have actually blogged. I have been caught up in a world of not feeling well thanks to the flu and a sinus infection within a week. We also had two large snow storms back to back and received over 26 inches of snow. We were snowed in several days and unable to work. This is never fun. School has been closed for almost two weeks. The kids are losing their good sense!  I think I am too!  Once back to work I asked my boss how the missed days would be handled.  His response was I am not paying you. Nice when everywhere I have ever worked , I have always gotten paid if I missed due to weather. I even tried to go in this time and the parking lot was not cleared. This is somehow my fault , really?  At this point after not following though on insurance that was promised 3 months ago this is just not the job for me. I am believing that something great is going to come through, and I am hanging on till it does.  I have forgiven my boss however, I can not continue to work for someone who does not follow though or value his employees.  We are on the heels of getting our bar/pub/ restaurant open. I guess the ball is in my court as now I have to write a business plan to submit to the building owner. We are hoping that this generates enough income for us to where I do not have to be under someone Else's thumb.  I am not a person who can be micro managed.  I read a blog about a man who lost his wife in a wreck and she was pregnant. They revived  the baby however she had no brain activity.  This was so heart wrenching. We take so much for granite every single day. Often times we act like spoiled brats when we don't get our way. I thought about this. How much do we complain when we don't get our way? How often are we just ungrateful for the things we have? We just want bigger and better. Don't get me wrong its good to strive to be better and want more in life, but we also have to be thankful for what we already have. And honor our possessions take care of these things.  I am making it a point to work on being thankful in all things, and take my needs and wants to the throne. The throne of Grace where we can boldly go!  I know things will turn around, this is a short season . God promises to make all grace abound towards me and my family! We will have more than enough, GOD is good and faithful to his word! Good night God bless and keep dreaming! Never give up!

New Mercy Today

its a brand new day, and it started out crazy! As I was getting ready for work , I suddenly realized  that I had a meeting with my 9 year old daughters counselor. OMG I sent my husband and daughter to the meeting instead. Then the battle with my four year old princess began. Instead of getting dressed she decided to color. When I went into her room she was coloring away like no big deal here. Then I gave her a warning and told her to get dressed. Came back 15 minutes later she is hiding in her tent. She has one of those beds. You know the ones for little princesses, with the tent on top slide on the side and tent below.  I ended up having to bust her little chops :( , this is never easy! However I know if I don't follow through I am bluffing and she will learn to call those bluffs every time.  So I finally get her dressed and she says can we stop at the store. UGH!  We really didn't have time , however I did and told this is the last time its happening when she causes us to be late. So it was a bit chaotic to say the least.  So now I am working at unwinding this large ball of stress it made me into this morning. I am thanking GOD that I can run to him when I am overwhelmed or feel inadequate as a mom! I am still in works on this reality show and hoping and believing I get the part in the Film being filmed in Stillwater next month. I know that I know that I know My God is able to do exceedingly abundantly greater than I can ask hope think dream or imagine. For this I am thankful!!  God bless and remember take you request to GOD in prayer!

Its been a while

So its been a while since I have blogged. Crazy start to the new year trying to get things in order for a Reality show right here in the sooner state!. Just auditioned for a movie called left of center being filmed in Stillwater, crossing my fingers that I get the part! http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fkck.st%2Ffp93Pn&h=cfe32 here is a link to the trailer! I know this is the year that my acting and modeling dreams will come to fruition . God is faithful and gives us the desires of our hearts when we delight ourselves in him. I am so excited about my future and the doors that GOD is opening in my life!!  Til next time, GOD BLESS and Dream Bigger!!