I hate the DEVIL

So its been a while since I have actually blogged. I have been caught up in a world of not feeling well thanks to the flu and a sinus infection within a week. We also had two large snow storms back to back and received over 26 inches of snow. We were snowed in several days and unable to work. This is never fun. School has been closed for almost two weeks. The kids are losing their good sense!  I think I am too!  Once back to work I asked my boss how the missed days would be handled.  His response was I am not paying you. Nice when everywhere I have ever worked , I have always gotten paid if I missed due to weather. I even tried to go in this time and the parking lot was not cleared. This is somehow my fault , really?  At this point after not following though on insurance that was promised 3 months ago this is just not the job for me. I am believing that something great is going to come through, and I am hanging on till it does.  I have forgiven my boss however, I can not continue to work for someone who does not follow though or value his employees.  We are on the heels of getting our bar/pub/ restaurant open. I guess the ball is in my court as now I have to write a business plan to submit to the building owner. We are hoping that this generates enough income for us to where I do not have to be under someone Else's thumb.  I am not a person who can be micro managed.  I read a blog about a man who lost his wife in a wreck and she was pregnant. They revived  the baby however she had no brain activity.  This was so heart wrenching. We take so much for granite every single day. Often times we act like spoiled brats when we don't get our way. I thought about this. How much do we complain when we don't get our way? How often are we just ungrateful for the things we have? We just want bigger and better. Don't get me wrong its good to strive to be better and want more in life, but we also have to be thankful for what we already have. And honor our possessions take care of these things.  I am making it a point to work on being thankful in all things, and take my needs and wants to the throne. The throne of Grace where we can boldly go!  I know things will turn around, this is a short season . God promises to make all grace abound towards me and my family! We will have more than enough, GOD is good and faithful to his word! Good night God bless and keep dreaming! Never give up!