Happy V day

So its valentines day! I have had the same Valentine for over 14 years and I wouldn't change that for anything! I bought myself a chocolate bar in honor of the day ;0) . Its good luck to eat chocolate today!  Working on the bar and business plan some today. I have forgiven my boss , and I will not be bitter about his choices and lack to follow through. I know that breakthrough is right around the corner! God is faithful and things are happening in the supernatural right now!  I am so grateful for all I have and that all my needs are being met, and GOD made a way and turned every situation over to GOOD that I have been and will face. we are waiting on contracts to get the reality show off the floor, hoping that happens this week! Just continuing to pray , giving thanks and making my request know to GOD , he knows the desires of my heart!
God Bless and Dream bigger!

I hate the DEVIL

So its been a while since I have actually blogged. I have been caught up in a world of not feeling well thanks to the flu and a sinus infection within a week. We also had two large snow storms back to back and received over 26 inches of snow. We were snowed in several days and unable to work. This is never fun. School has been closed for almost two weeks. The kids are losing their good sense!  I think I am too!  Once back to work I asked my boss how the missed days would be handled.  His response was I am not paying you. Nice when everywhere I have ever worked , I have always gotten paid if I missed due to weather. I even tried to go in this time and the parking lot was not cleared. This is somehow my fault , really?  At this point after not following though on insurance that was promised 3 months ago this is just not the job for me. I am believing that something great is going to come through, and I am hanging on till it does.  I have forgiven my boss however, I can not continue to work for someone who does not follow though or value his employees.  We are on the heels of getting our bar/pub/ restaurant open. I guess the ball is in my court as now I have to write a business plan to submit to the building owner. We are hoping that this generates enough income for us to where I do not have to be under someone Else's thumb.  I am not a person who can be micro managed.  I read a blog about a man who lost his wife in a wreck and she was pregnant. They revived  the baby however she had no brain activity.  This was so heart wrenching. We take so much for granite every single day. Often times we act like spoiled brats when we don't get our way. I thought about this. How much do we complain when we don't get our way? How often are we just ungrateful for the things we have? We just want bigger and better. Don't get me wrong its good to strive to be better and want more in life, but we also have to be thankful for what we already have. And honor our possessions take care of these things.  I am making it a point to work on being thankful in all things, and take my needs and wants to the throne. The throne of Grace where we can boldly go!  I know things will turn around, this is a short season . God promises to make all grace abound towards me and my family! We will have more than enough, GOD is good and faithful to his word! Good night God bless and keep dreaming! Never give up!

New Mercy Today

its a brand new day, and it started out crazy! As I was getting ready for work , I suddenly realized  that I had a meeting with my 9 year old daughters counselor. OMG I sent my husband and daughter to the meeting instead. Then the battle with my four year old princess began. Instead of getting dressed she decided to color. When I went into her room she was coloring away like no big deal here. Then I gave her a warning and told her to get dressed. Came back 15 minutes later she is hiding in her tent. She has one of those beds. You know the ones for little princesses, with the tent on top slide on the side and tent below.  I ended up having to bust her little chops :( , this is never easy! However I know if I don't follow through I am bluffing and she will learn to call those bluffs every time.  So I finally get her dressed and she says can we stop at the store. UGH!  We really didn't have time , however I did and told this is the last time its happening when she causes us to be late. So it was a bit chaotic to say the least.  So now I am working at unwinding this large ball of stress it made me into this morning. I am thanking GOD that I can run to him when I am overwhelmed or feel inadequate as a mom! I am still in works on this reality show and hoping and believing I get the part in the Film being filmed in Stillwater next month. I know that I know that I know My God is able to do exceedingly abundantly greater than I can ask hope think dream or imagine. For this I am thankful!!  God bless and remember take you request to GOD in prayer!

Its been a while

So its been a while since I have blogged. Crazy start to the new year trying to get things in order for a Reality show right here in the sooner state!. Just auditioned for a movie called left of center being filmed in Stillwater, crossing my fingers that I get the part! http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fkck.st%2Ffp93Pn&h=cfe32 here is a link to the trailer! I know this is the year that my acting and modeling dreams will come to fruition . God is faithful and gives us the desires of our hearts when we delight ourselves in him. I am so excited about my future and the doors that GOD is opening in my life!!  Til next time, GOD BLESS and Dream Bigger!!

Good things are coming

So its Thursday already and Christmas is in 9 days , I really can't believe how quickly its snuck up on me!  Its been a crazy week! I spent my Tuesday restructuring a 800 page file and adding back in a borrower previous deleted. Days like this remind me how much I want out of this business!  So I also had a audition for a TV show! I feel like its mine and things are going to be so incredible in 2011!! I am going to finish the year out strong and Start 2011 even stronger.  Even in the midst of any craziness or madness I will praise the one who always causes me to triumph. Started my cleanse yesterday, looking to see great results. The bentonite clay is working wonders my skin has never looked better and has almost completely cleared up.  I am still working on getting the girls rooms all set up and re-done. Just sold the bunk beds. We have opted to go with a princess theme for Addy who is 4. She is getting the princess slide bed with the tent! We have decided we will teach the dogs to slide down.  So another week has almost flown by !  Looking for great things to come in the next few weeks!! God is Faithful all the time never never forget that. No matter what it looks like , he will always come through. Stay blessed!

Freakin Weekend

Well its Friday evening and I am finally sitting down to post it up again. Its has been a crazy week. Jeremy went to pain management , and  even though he has been medicated the pain got worse and worse. Finally he went to the ER where they told him he needs a Knee replacement immediately. He basically has no cartilage in his knee now at all. So he's pushing through til my health insurance kicks in. He is also looking into SSI, its next to impossible to have a physical trade with RA. I am thankful that even though he is in pain he continues to work and provide for his family. We are hoping he can be re-trained into something not so physical. His goal is to get his privates pilots license. That will be awesome, so I can introduce my husband the pilot :). The mortgage biz was crazy but loans are finally getting to the table. I found out three people that I have talked to, and even worked with , have either gone with other Realtors, or went with a for sale by owner, because they forgot or whatever. That's the nature of the beast in the business, it can be very cut throat and people can get down right dirty. I just let them walk, its not worth the stress. God is my source and my provider not you buying a house from me , he will bring in the increase I am not worried. I do believe 2011 is going to be a phenomenal year! I am proclaiming it!  I am believing for modeling jobs, movie roles ,  fitness figure 1st place trophies,  just lots of dreams coming to fruition!  Well its time for me to get the girls fed and my favorite laundry! Big day tomorrow GUTS girls give back from 9-12 ! Stay Blessed

Just another Manic Monday

Oh its so Monday.  I am thinking its my least favorite day. Always so much to do to start the week off.
Work is busy but finally get some loans wrapped up and closed. I am still in disbelief that Christmas is only 19 days away. This year has flown by. I am certainly looking forward to bigger and better things in 2011. I have proclaimed it the year of Heaven on Earth. Where we just live the greatest life imaginable, a life of faith, prosperity and just goodness and mercy following us everywhere we go. A year of breakthrough in business, old and new. I am excited because my God promises me that my latter days will be greater then my former days!!  So as my work days winds down, I start my 2nd job when I get home. You know the one where I cook, clean do laundry, give baths, kiss boo boos, help with homework.   And I go workout like a professional athlete. I may just challenge the StairMaster again!  I am also working on my clothing/shirt business. Just came up with a Fab logo - getting some ideas from others but making them my own. I am super excited about what this can branch in to!  Well stay blessed and I will keep you posted.